it's a blessing in disguise..

:) i tokked 2 rong so much on msn after like how many million yrs n we only started at 4am i tink but we had so much 2 tok abt n of cos reminiscise(?!my english sux) abt e nice old rg times n frens(wat else is there 2 tok abt 4 a gal's skool) den philosophies in life...reminds me of sec skool times when i used phones more often 2 chat rather den sms-g n we had endless stuf 2 tok abt last time..as if stuck in skool 4 almost e whole day's not enuf we still continued chatting after asking abt homework.."eh do which pg which qn"

i wanna learn e technique of taking silence as a comfortable thing instead of tokking non stop n becoming an empty bottle..rong says if u can achieve tt, it means tt u r so comfy w each other tt no one has 2 force em selves 2 tok crap..i'm usually e one tokking crap cos I HATE SILENCE!yah..it's awkward i hate it..as in btw 2 pple during conversation la.. i need it desperately when studying!

late nite chats w fangyin in sec skool n jc but less in jc cos i v tired..sleep in lec not enuf wan..but she's e 1 tokking n i mostly juz listen la..wat 2 say?i'm a brainless person i like 2 call myself tt cos i dun like 2 use my brain 2 tink dun like 2 use my brain lor..not like her..she's a great thinker..i'm always amazed at how far n how many things she can tink abt..i'd rather use e time 2 watch tv slack sleep eat.. no wonder e results come out all kns..but i got over it in less den an hr!

amazing ah?considering i did so badly!jl says tt i've changed so much juz in terms of dis..yah muz admit..in sec skool i cried till i was sick after getting my o level results (but i'll 4eva rem chia's warm firm reassuring hug it really made a difference) had 2 c a dr e next day den in jc 4 a levels i din c my name on e board n den cried a little bit den got my results slip cried even more wanted 2 thank mr chow but e moment i saw him i bawled again he was horrified kept asking px hl they all 2 comfort me n when finally i could control myself i gave him e foto frame tt i made la..ok but e main pt's tt after all e crying i went 4 dinner w my frens n was luffing on e bus..oh rem sth v sweet e msged vonne 2 ask if i were ok..tt's such a nice gesture..v touched.. :0) den proceed on to uni life n look at me..results out at 5pm but i only checked at 7pm rite after i woke up frm my nap cos came back frm kl tt afternoon v tired so slept lor den nearly fainted when i saw e Cs starign at me rite in e face but after a while i'm ok w it..if it were in e past i would haf made a big fuss man..but i'm not one 2 cry over results cos they r not worth it!4 wat man?!cried when i had 2 climb e rock wall at obs..so scared..but my frens v nice..they climbed w me n basically juz told me where to put my leg in grab which rock n stuf... cried in sec 1 when gen n i quarrelled over e stupid punch holder (?!) looking back i'm amazed how long i cried..n juliana e funny queen's ard n not even she could stop tt!


gossip n complain abt irritating tchers..plenty man but of cos it's like so much fewer compared 2 nus!like duh!feel so relieved tt it's over man..as in dis sem n e nite mare modules frm hell gives me e creeps!

now i feel like i hafta re write some xmas notes..cos wat i wrote last time is insufficient to show my appreciation for some of my gd old frens..come 2 tink of it it's been like frenship for almost 7 yrs~* wow!i neva realised it's so long...at e end of my uni life n it'll b a decade...wah....den e budget would hit 8 bucks?not bad..still affordable ahha!

kudos 2 fangyin 4 coming up w such a dumb idea but it's really refreshing n cute..v special gift exchange..tink my jc gals gift exchange oso q fun..wah make me huan dao zhui zhui zhui search 4 mini cooper..i finally can recognise a mini cooper!leeying's sharp..she c frm far den noe le..n she only knew wat a mini cooper was on tt day itself..power..shen jiu shi shen :)

n now i'm luffing like mad watchign y's stupid videos frm ns haha can die..he n his characteristic dumbness or shd i call tt lameness? cuteness?hAHA..lin bei bei..uncle lin..n his trademark e sheep icon tt i;ve bestowed on him...yeah..

he's a shen cang bu lou de ren..tt's wat i tink..underneath e stupid antics n prancing ard n tripping over stuf all e time, he can b q philosophical too..so i was like having 2 msn chats both philosophical 4 a little while n den switched 2 funny mode haha..yah but his advice is not bad?or maybe cos i dunno how 2 giv advice so any advice tt pple give me i'll tink is gd?yup tink tt's e case dun wanna make his head swell man..but i wanna c more of e funny videos!it's damn funny!luff till beng...


rite din realise tt i blogged so much i really had a lot 2 write..you gan chu..rite..when i'm free den i can start describing my kl food trip in detail..it's heavenly! ~*