i've finally got my tots sorted out!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
feels v gd cos u really feel cheery n things r back 2 normal n i can b my heck care self again!haha..n of cos i can dun use my brain again!i bet i muz haf increased e amt of white hair during tt period *faint* as if i dun haf enuf already! :(

thanx 4 e chat last nite i really appreciated it a lot n thru it i've made my conclusion n gained a lot of insights..i'm oso very happy tt u actually haf so much trust in me!to me a fren's trust is v impt..n i hope tt all my frens trust me n believe in me enuf 2 tell me anything tt they're unhappy abt w me...or if they juz wanna say anything sad or angry or irritated or happy they can confide in me w ease..n not worry at e back of their heads tt i will betray tt trust..bcos TRUST ME-I WILL NOT..much as i look like a big mouth :(

i firmly believe in accommodating diff mindsets n tt all of us can still exist harmoniously even if our tinkings r poles apart BUT e impt thing here is communication.dun b afraid 2 voice ur opinions even if it's diff frm e norm...juz do it politely..i love listening to diff opinions bcos it gives me a diff perception of things n tt i can better understand how n y pple react differently frm me.

juz like how i love listening to pple's opinions abt me-good or bad..i'm serious!n i wun get offended dun b worried..since i already ask u all 2 tell me ur opinions OBVIOUSLY i noe tt bad pts will b included haha!n i wanna hear tt!so tt i can change for e better ya noe? :)

i m amazed to hear frm u tt i dun haf any bad pts tt u can tink of haha!wat an ego booster!* flew up n banged my swollen head against e ceiling n dropped down,fell on my big fat butt w a thud :P * of cos i m happy 2 hear tt frm anyone la but den i dun believe tt i dun haf flaws-EVERYONE HAS FLAWS.it's juz how well u conceal em tt's all...at least tt's wat i believe in-like i said everyone's subjected 2 their own views!

well w everything cleared now things r back 2 normal n i m v happy w such a close frenship! :D no more stupid tinking or stupid actions on my part haha!hope tt i can forge such close frenships w more pple...there's still a person on my list whom i hope can instil more trust in me..cos it's v sad 2 find out tt i still dun haf a v impt place when i tot i do...i neva abandon my frens ok...unless they abandon me 1st...trying 2 help u all become happier pple!haha..i was damn happy when i heard tt my happiness is infectious!now tt's another ego booster so u'll c a shan w an ultra swollen head next tues in skool haha-on top of a swollen foot due to red ants bite frm o wk bbq
:( so itchy..i m trying desperately not 2 scratch it at e advice of my dearest sister..i was juz complaining 2 her tt it's v itchy yest when i woke up n she said i shdn't scratch-but i already did!sometimes i tink my sis is so much smarter n looks so much more mature den me-N SHE'S MY YOUNGER SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!*faint*

bottomline is:take time out 2 listen 2 ur heart n mind when u're too lost in e hectic pace of ur life..else u'll lose urself in e tidal waves of e world...n u wun wan tt would u? ;) dun hesitate 2 look for ur close frens if u ever need 2 tok or advice or solutions 2 problems..cos tt's wat frens r 4..2 lift u up when u're feeling down or if u ever juz feel lonely or xian or juz need company or reassurance! :) yups..so if any of u all ever need 2 tok can tink of me!but den..i regret 2 inform tt i really cannot offer advice..cos I DUN USE MY BRAINS UNLESS NECESSARY!mua ahha..ta for now! :) fireworks later...i love fireworks... :) tho it lasts for an instant, it leaves a beautiful imprint in my mind!