i was really boiling mad juz now but now i've calmed down after a chat on e fone

my mum is ridiculous!she's really getting on my nerves these days.juz now i was really pissed cos i wanted to go ru's house to stayover n she's driving to pick me up somemore!like rite from my doorstep to her doorstep so there's no dangers involved tho it's 1am.but e moment my mum hears e word "stayover" it's a huge no no n tt's final.i hate it when she tinks she can control me by juz saying no. e reason y i din go over tho i was initially adamant abt it was cos char told me not to aggravate e situation n oso cos i dun wanna jeopardise e rest of my hols since my mum kept saying it's e final warning n blah. i dun give a damn to e warning actually-it's like wateva u noe..i dun care-cos it's unreasonable so dun expect me to give in to shit n crap cos it's nonsense. i stayed at home not cos i m scared of u ok dun tink tt way i mean like wat else can u do?not give me allowance?i dun haf allowance anyway..ground me?i'll juz walk out of e house as usual. it's unreasonable,so dun expect me to follow tt crap. if i haf children next time i wun restrict em..give me a break man i'm 20 for goodness sake!do u tink i will subj myself to some crap or nonsense or danger?i'm decent for gdness sake!

i feel like my mum's changed.she was diff when i was younger..i felt tt i was more xing4 fu2 when i was younger but now she's like so niao n giam n so short tempered n so kan cheong it really gets on my nerves almost all e time.

if i had blogged rite at e start when i was hopping mad u'll prolly c a lot of curses n $%^&%^&%^&* ard but now i've calmed down so all these wun appear.

well i'm wide awake now after e pump of energy so i shall juz make my xmas presents.

dun tink tt everything's fine n pretend tt it's normal tmr morning-cos it's not. i will make my pt. i came home 1st instead of gg str over to ru's house cos i wanted to tell u str in e face instead of juz heading there n using e fone to inform u tt i m on my way there

sometimes i dun wanna lie to u,but when u do things these way,i dun haf a choice. if u'll relax a bit n give me freedom,u'll get e truth.maybe it's e upbringing,but if i haf emotional problems tt needs to b solved,frens r e 1st source tt i'll go to.